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Grosse pointe girl [17 Jan 2005|02:19pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So, Im not sure what to say. I guess getting on Live journal is just another excuse to read about other peoples lives cause no one leaves me any comments. So I update and get on to the friends journals just to check it out. Fair enough. So, whats the deal with adult swim? Theyre giving FOX family guy or Venture Bros? Hopefully not Venture Bros.. that should be Adult Swim copyright for shizzle. Thats the t.v update for today, heh. I just finished reading an awesome book, Grosse pointe girl. I dont usually go for the adolescence stories with illustrations but Amanda reccomended it and so I decided to give it a try. Great book, dont judge books by their cover. Its about a girl who wasnt particularily rich but she also didnt know what a cocktail was. So, it tells you about her childhood (based on a true story) and everything she went through which was quite hilarious in some parts. Im gonna go write or read or watch t.v or something. Sorry, Im boring.

art1ficial sweetner // dont speak

Bullshitting [12 Jan 2005|04:48pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I hate bull shitters. And that is that. God damn, what is wrong with these people! They lie to somehow feel rebellious by trying impress me with their stories. NO. Youre not cool, youre not a rebel. NO you did not get kicked out of the mall. That was me hun, and thats the truth. You did NOT beat someone up for not liking no doubt. You did not get kicked out of the mall cause you looked *gay* and lastly, you did not get kicked out for wearing baggy pants. Thats that, just face it. Sheesh, Im not stupid.

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If I only had a heart [08 Jan 2005|09:30am]
[ mood | distressed ]

Bah, Im over junk food. Ate so fucking much of it lately. Now I just feel sick and I should have thought of it before. Anyway, Id like to make my entries much longer but I have a feeling no one reads them and I never have anything to say.So, I guess Ill ramble on about the unimportant..
We made Jell-o last night and I couldnt sleep thinking about what would happen to it. If we left it in the fridge all night, wouldnt it turn into ice? And I woke up weak and tired and frustrated to find that it had indeed frozen over night. what a waste of fat free Jell-o. It looked so good too. I hear that Jell-o is made of cow hooves, thats why its so powdery. But I couldnt even imagine that being legal, man. Just makes you want to become a vegetarian. That also means you cant eat skittles. Yeahh...So today Im not sure if Im going to see Alex or hanging with Sierra. To tell you all the truth, I actually just want to stay home...Ive been getting the worst kind of sleep and I feel rather fussy in the mornings and irritable all through the day. Erm yeah. Im going to ask my dad if he can go rent me the wizard of oz and some other movies like.. prom queen...the birds...the old hitchhikers guide...all that. I had no idea we even rented movies so now its like..yay! Finally! Danny said he was coming soon but Danny is always promising lol so I dont even know. Wow Im boring.

When a mans an empty kettle
He should be on his metal
And yet Im torn apart
Just because Im presumant
I could be kinda human
If I only had a heart
Id be tender, Id be gentle
And awful sentimental
regarding love and art
Id be friends with the sparrows
And the boy who shoots the arrows
If I only had a heart
Picture me, a belcony
Above a voice sings long
Where for art thou, Romeo?
I hear a beat, how sweet!
Just to register emotion
Jealously, devotion
and really feel the part!
I could stay young and chipper
and Id lock it with a zipper
If I only had a heart!

dont speak

FITTER HAPPIER [03 Jan 2005|08:40pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

My New Years resolution, of course.. inspired by Radiohead:

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Nothing to say [02 Jan 2005|10:17pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Ive got nothing to say. Nope! Nothing at all! But I figured this journal needed an updating. Tomorow is school and god damn, I dont want to go back, ever. :[

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Wheres your lovin? [24 Dec 2004|10:59am]
yo yo yo. Almost Christmas. But right now Im fucking pissed off because I just remembered that there is no Adult Swim on Fridays. Which sucks (especially today) because I wanted to show Michelle the x-mas episode of Tom goes to the Mayor. Best show ever. ahhh...

Rats off to ya! Merry christmas! <3
dont speak

just a little somethin somethin [15 Dec 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

If I called your name out in an empty room
would you hear it?
If I tapped your shoulder when no one was around
would you feel it?
Would you face me?
Would you turn and face me?

Ive finally come to a conclusion
I waste my fucking time
I try to make it right
I live to raise your self esteem
All the sentiment I have
handed to you
and you push me away
Ive finally come to the conclusion
i hope you dont miss me much
but were done.

I think about your well-ness
constantly
and I waste my fucking time

If I whispered in your ear would you
listen to me?
If I wallowed in the corners
would you confront me?
If my name was printed tenderly
above your starry sky
would you notice it?
would you waste your fucking time on me?

I held your heart in my bare palms
I should have broken you
but I couldnt grasp it hard enough
and I wasted my time
You waste my fucking time
and were done
and were through
and were not friends
youre just an aquaintance now.

And he says *Fucker, dont leave me*
I say let her walk away
We can say hi in the corridors
that were built to our expense
You can beg, and beg and beg
but I wont let you tread on me
ever again.

dont speak

Harajuku girls [14 Dec 2004|11:01pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Damn. You got the wicked style.

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Ambition makes you look pretty ugly. [09 Dec 2004|10:11pm]
[ mood | awake ]

you dont remember, you dont remember.
Nah, you dont remember my nameeee...

My life lately? The days are dull and the nights are short. This punishment is painful but Ive mannaged to go online for several hours at the absence of my parents. yayers!Though I dont have the access to aim, feel free to text message me if you have my number. If you dont have it, then email me for it.
pinkpoodle91@yahoo.com
Bridgette has been cold, she wears an unfashionable blue sweater now. It makes her feel good. :D

Watch out! There are eyebrows in your soup!
Until next time,
-Milena

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Im a cool parrot, arent I? Only the best. [21 Nov 2004|10:37pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Wee.. what an undescribable weekend! First, I got >< this close to meeting Lemony Snicket! Yes, THEE Lemony Snicket.. but I did not! Thats something I really dont want to talk about..it all starts out on my *What I want to do before I die* list with *Meet Lemony Snicket* as one of my firsts. I hope theres another chance. Anyway, then Saturday was real fun because I hung out with Amanda at the mall and we did our usual shinanigans....then Alex called me at 6:30 and I snuck out (such a rebel) until 8:30 because life allowed me too. We had a reeeal fun time.. ahh I <3 hanging out with him, and Im so glad he could make it. On Sunday it was my parents anniversary and they had a party, the grownups had a pretty good time but we were a bit bored. Though we ate so much...I cant believe its not butter, ey?! I really cant.

art2ficial sweetners // dont speak

Come on Jonny, when ya gonna get here? [15 Nov 2004|07:19pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Got the Gwen c.d :D thank goodness for fellow no doubt fans and their pre-album date releases.

http://www.pwned.nl/

Oh my.. god.. hahahahaaahahahahaha!

art1ficial sweetner // dont speak

[09 Nov 2004|12:31pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

I didnt attend school today! Yay! Then, my mom took me to the mall and we had a good ol time. Now, Im home along listening to some Anti-flag. I get lonely. nooo one around.. nobody..haha, kidding. I love it this way!

<3 Mila

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Oh no, pop is dead! [07 Nov 2004|03:06pm]

So, yay! Im going to vegas. ha, in your face. Its going to be grreat. Today we finally got another copy of big Motha Truckers so Ive been playing with it all day, its really really hard. If someone is going to call me, please call now. Ive got nothing more to do. Next Friday, hopefully since we dont have school, I can finally see Alex. Goshhh... School is such a burden! Good thing we only have three school days starting tomorow :D. And hehe, I heart alex muchh...

Fuck it, or fight it, its all the same.
lovin is what I got (I said, remember that)

<3 Miles

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I dont have time for hate... [23 Oct 2004|10:14am]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Ah! What a wonderful morning. I woke up hecka early at about 7:45, I opened up my playlist and just sat back to see who was online. Mark was awake, so we talked for a long while about The Casualties and such. Then, he went off to play some game so Im sitting here wondering what to do with myself. My room is a kitchen again, Im not sure how Im going to clean this..but hopefully Ill fix it up somehow. So now Im just listening to some relaxing Radiohead and effin yawning the hours away.

Im on a role, Im on a role. This time, I feel my luck could change. Kill me Sarah, kill me again...with love. Its going to be a glorious day. (This song reminds me of Vegas, I hella wanna go back!)

<3 ME

art1ficial sweetner // dont speak

Everynight at 2 AM I wonder why you cant lay next to me [16 Oct 2004|09:06pm]
[ mood | content ]

Pretty packed day. Didnt sleep at all because I was bothered all night, for some strange reason. Got up from bed, Rose called and asked me to meet her at the mall with the whole crew. I denied because I felt a little sick. Then they all came over and forced me to go, turned out pretty good. :D

Then, I met Alex at Jack in the box, twas nice. indeed.


<3 S P I D E Y G I R L

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A beautiful girl can turn your world into dust. [10 Oct 2004|10:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Oh, what a wonderful day it was! :]
Alex is the bestest.

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[09 Oct 2004|04:59pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Well, yesterday was an interesting day. I went to school, it went just fine I guess..then after school I went to Colin*s with Audrey and Jonny and I stayed until about 10:30. My mother eased up on the curfew there. :D
And Im very excited because tomorow Alex and I are going to the mall to see Shark Tales (Yes, the ghetto movie). Yesums. So yeah, Its been a pretty chill day today. Ive been experimenting with psp9, and Its really awesome for graphics. I also changed my site layout (website), Ill change this one later today. So how is everybody?

-Miles (It makes me feel important when I ask how everyone is and when I sign my name) :DD

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I joined the Radiohead Forum. [05 Oct 2004|07:53pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Haha, the whole *Newb* on the forum thing begins again. Gee!

So yeah, lets finish this incredibly entertaining entry with a song lyric:

 

Everyday I wake up just a little bit more, feelin like a dog in the yard
Cause thats just how we are.
Everyday I wonder if its over, when I wake up, I realize: No it isnt
And I break down the W A L L

You say its black but I just cant believe you
If I say its white, Im just trying to decieve you.


And baby, I'm aware of the high and the low,
and I'll be waiting in the middle, but I just lack control

(Baby if you want to get high, baby if you want to get low)
               I                   saw                     red

art1ficial sweetner // dont speak

[30 Sep 2004|05:02pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

At first I was afraid, I was petrified. I kept thinking I could never live without you by my side. But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you did me wrong, and I grew strong. and so youre back from outer space, I just walked in to find you here with that smug look upon your face. I should have changed my fucking lock, I would have made you leave your key. If I had known for just one second, youd be back to bother me.

(Just turn around, now youre not welcome anymore.)

Now, Im saving all my lovin for someone whos lovin me!

(By the way, I found my binder :DD)

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[28 Sep 2004|05:49pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Im so fucking mad. Honestly, who would want to steal my binder? IT had everything inside of it, now Im going to fail every class and have to do everything over again. Yeah, thanks. Now Im grounded for *losing* it and coming home too late. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

art1ficial sweetner // dont speak

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